I turned my face towards the moon, its silver brightness casting darker shadows than the sun earlier in the day. This was the second time I had been drawn from my slumbers....beckoned by some unknown force. All I knew was that I needed to be there, which was strange because why would I need to be away from my safe bed, out in the street at this unearthly hour?
I had been unsettled for some while, a feeling of unfinished business lying heavily on my mind. The crazy thing was....I knew I had the answer somewhere, buried deep in my subconscious. Something to do with a conversation I had with my mother long ago that, at the time, I didn't take very seriously. We had been discussing life after death, a subject close to my mother's heart. She had always said to me that once she had died... if she could, she would find a way to touch me, to prove her words were true.
For some years, I had all but forgotten this conversation...my mother had passed away and while I had been keeping a watchful eye on my father, it had slipped to the dark recesses of my mind. He was coping well now and recently, I had more time to myself to do my own type of grieving, something that had been put on hold, probably for too long.
A week ago, I remember waking with a start...sitting bolt upright in my bed then turning my head to the silver threads of moonbeams filtering through my window. Almost in a daze, I was drawn to the familiar, gentle face of the moon and felt a strange calmness wash over me and I settled back down to sleep.
So here I was, standing in the chilly night, waiting for goodness knows what... and then, without warning it came to me... the words to a poem, spoken softly and clearly...
"Oh moon, oh gentle vision White robed in purity Is there one among your children Who shines up there for me
Is there one who hears my wishes Who watches when I stray One tiny ray of silver light To guard me night and day
Tell me, sweet lady of the sky Which one may I call mine Which one shall know my secret heart Which one for me will shine
Ah, Lady Moon, look down I pray And hear my humble plea Is there one among your children Who shines up there for me"
I stood there...transfixed. Then, I didn't need to be there any more. I returned to the still warm comfort of my bed.
Six months later, my father had been going through my mother's green box which contained all her documents and paperwork. At the bottom, he found an exercise book, the pages held together with a spiral binder. He leafed through it then added it to the pile of books and magazines that he always saved to pass on to me each week. I bundled them all into a carrier bag after our weekly shop then drove home, meaning to spend a quiet evening reading.
Everyone had gone out after dinner and the house was still. I curled up on the sofa, the pile of books by my side and I picked up the exercise book, my mother's maiden name on the front. It fell open at a page of poetry, neatly hand written.....
Wow, my dear, this is so beautiful and soulful. Filled with such a sentimental love and grace it makes me warm and fuzzy inside. I love the idea of you writing a poem and then finding it later on as the beginning of one your mother wrote and what a clever idea inserting your very own mother's poem into this write, a kind of mother/daughter bond, immortal and very touching.
Beautiful words and I can only imagine what it must feel like to sit on the sofa with her writing on your lap, leafing through page after page. At least you know where you get your skill and talent from.
Much love to you, ~Poe
__________________
"..I don't care for your fairytales... - Sara Bareilles
Wow...so very beautiful and heartfelt. Just so full of softness and, as Poe mentioned, Grace. That was just so lovely!
__________________
"Our mothers and fathers held us close to their hearts and they promised 'One bright and shining day my children, we will triumph in battle. One bright and shining day my children, we will give you back your wings.' " - PL: S&W
"Our mothers and fathers held us close to their hearts and they promised 'One bright and shining day my children, we will triumph in battle. One bright and shining day my children, we will give you back your wings.' " - PL: S&W
"Our mothers and fathers held us close to their hearts and they promised 'One bright and shining day my children, we will triumph in battle. One bright and shining day my children, we will give you back your wings.' " - PL: S&W